glad thats over with..

... well i knew it was a gain so i wasnt too bothered by the amount as i know i,m back on this journey and it will soon disaper (cant spell lol) so its a 13lb gain which aint bad as i gained 2-2.5st during pregnancy so i,m happy so i,m back to 15 st 7!!
i did have a sneaky peak this morning! dont judge we all do it lol and it said 14st 4.5

i,m busy watching x factor and thinking OMG!!! what the hell wagner get off the stage i mean who is voting for him lol

heellloooo i,m coming back guys!!!

cant believe how quick this year has gone!!!

pregannacy went ok ish lol had a few stays in hospitls as has severe headache!!! had to have a lumberpuncture done oouucchhhhh after the 12th attempt they got it in i could have done better my self and a mri scan and all results showed nothing so they put the headaches down to preg hormones

lil man was late he arrived 18th sept at 40weeks 4 days weighing at 9lbs 9oz all natural only had gas and air!! even though i begged for drugs i,m glad i got to experience it all the labour only lasted 5.5hrs and a hour of that was at home so it was rather quick compared to my 36 hrs ith erin
i,m joining weightwatchers this thursday so only 2 days to go i,m glad to be going back i gained 2 st during pregnancy but manage to lose it all in 10days of giving birth :) but i,ve put on a few pound i,m still a stone heavier from where i origionally was due to xmas but at least i,m not starting from my heaviest!!

hope ur all ok and hope u enjoy my blog :)

10 weeks today

where has the time gone!!!!!

feeling very sick these days i hate it and i,m hungry all the time :( i know its a good excuse to eat but from going to ww to being pregnant it throws you off completely!

well i was ment to see my midwife 3rd feb and was very upset when i got there she actually booked me in for the 3rd march!!! i be nearly 14 weeks by then i,ve ment to have seen the midwife twice and had my scan!! not impressed!!! manage to get a closer one for the 16th feb!!

going through weird feelings at the mo it still doesnt feel real and i still cant believe i manage to do it naturally considering i have pcos!!

my tummy has started to go hard and slightly showing on the top part of my tummy!!! i look further pregnant then what i am!!


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OH MY GOD!!!!! I,M PREGNANT!!!

half of you are already aware of this but after 2 years 2 months of trying for a child on sunday i found out i was pregnant!!!!! and the silly thing was i dont even know why i tested!!! i brought 25 preg test off ebay last week as i had hopsital appointment monday and they were gonna put me on clomid so i thought there is gonna be a lot of testing so i brought a bundle well after my intense workout at the gym went home and i thougt i test one just to make sure they were duds as i,ve never brought from this person before and u can imagine my frecking surprise when i saw 2 lines!!!! was soo shocked i did another one lol!!! yeah i,ve been tired and grumpy but i,m getting over xmas and the extra weight that i put on (which now makes sense why soo much ) all i kept thinking was how long would have i had gone before i would had tested to make sure coz the hospital said i had to wait for a natural period to arrive before i can take the clomid!! i would have been waiting a long long time!!
the funny thing i really shouldnt be pregnant because i had my hycosy exam 16th dec and the preg calender said i concieved the 14th dec which ment i was a naughty girl lol they said ur not allowed to have sex for 2 weeks before the exam and me and my partner did it was an accident honest! lol so if we did what the rules told us to do i wouldnt be pregnant!! i worked out sunday i was already 8 weeks pregnant as i was only 4 weeks late( god knows how the calender works it out) but the doc said i was also so i,m 8 weeks 4 days now!! got my first midwife appointment wednesday so glad i got it soo quick as they tend to see you about 8 weeks and normally there is a 3 week wait! so nervous but excited!!!!

so this blog will be a weight maintaining and preg journey till the lil is born so i can go back to ww!!!!!!!

hope ur all ok!!! i,m not constantly feel sick!! touch wood no actual sickness


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hey gang!!

well i stayed the same this week was a lil gutted but half expecting it as i had a fab loss last week and my leader said i did really well to maintain my loss with such a big loss coz most people tend to put on, our bodys doo strange things when we try and lose weight!!

went out last night and drank and drank came home had a cheese sandwich (oh dear) slept 12'shrs and still felt like poo lol i stepped on the scales to see the damage but it hadnt moved i stayed the same but why is it when we feel like poo we need crap to feel better salads dont do anything! so i know i have gone over my points today so off to the gym tommo to try and burn half of it off!!

hope that hasnt given me too much damage now as i would like a loss this week

exercise here we come!! :)

my new hair!!!!!!

what you alll think!! it was soo long over due they thinned soo much of it also yay!!!

well i dont know what happened friday as normally frieday i tend to go over my points and eat what i want then i,m good from saturday dont know why but always done it and this friday gone i was good!!!! i didnt want to eat stuff i stuck to my points i even ate fruit at work which i never do and drunk my 2 litres at work!! it must be a fluke that i did that see what happens next friday lol!!!

got my heart watch thing and busy trying to figure it all out doing my head in soo far doh!!

off to town tommo to get my mates pressies for her bday on tuesday and going out friday night for it!! havent been out in such a long time i,m scared lol what do i wear!!!

will try some bits on and see how i feel its a glitz and sparkles theme gulp!!!!

hope ur all ok enjoy ur weekend!

crazy crazy craziness!!!!!! weigh in results

lbs i lost this week!!!! how crazy is that i,m sooooo happy i,m now 14st 8 now!! only another 3.5lbs to go before i have lost what i gained be nice if i can do that next week but thats a lot of weight to lose in a short space of time!!!!!

i,m off to eat as i,m starving and to dance around coz i,m soo happy!!!!!