OH MY GOD!!!!! I,M PREGNANT!!!

half of you are already aware of this but after 2 years 2 months of trying for a child on sunday i found out i was pregnant!!!!! and the silly thing was i dont even know why i tested!!! i brought 25 preg test off ebay last week as i had hopsital appointment monday and they were gonna put me on clomid so i thought there is gonna be a lot of testing so i brought a bundle well after my intense workout at the gym went home and i thougt i test one just to make sure they were duds as i,ve never brought from this person before and u can imagine my frecking surprise when i saw 2 lines!!!! was soo shocked i did another one lol!!! yeah i,ve been tired and grumpy but i,m getting over xmas and the extra weight that i put on (which now makes sense why soo much ) all i kept thinking was how long would have i had gone before i would had tested to make sure coz the hospital said i had to wait for a natural period to arrive before i can take the clomid!! i would have been waiting a long long time!!
the funny thing i really shouldnt be pregnant because i had my hycosy exam 16th dec and the preg calender said i concieved the 14th dec which ment i was a naughty girl lol they said ur not allowed to have sex for 2 weeks before the exam and me and my partner did it was an accident honest! lol so if we did what the rules told us to do i wouldnt be pregnant!! i worked out sunday i was already 8 weeks pregnant as i was only 4 weeks late( god knows how the calender works it out) but the doc said i was also so i,m 8 weeks 4 days now!! got my first midwife appointment wednesday so glad i got it soo quick as they tend to see you about 8 weeks and normally there is a 3 week wait! so nervous but excited!!!!

so this blog will be a weight maintaining and preg journey till the lil is born so i can go back to ww!!!!!!!

hope ur all ok!!! i,m not constantly feel sick!! touch wood no actual sickness


xxx

hey gang!!

well i stayed the same this week was a lil gutted but half expecting it as i had a fab loss last week and my leader said i did really well to maintain my loss with such a big loss coz most people tend to put on, our bodys doo strange things when we try and lose weight!!

went out last night and drank and drank came home had a cheese sandwich (oh dear) slept 12'shrs and still felt like poo lol i stepped on the scales to see the damage but it hadnt moved i stayed the same but why is it when we feel like poo we need crap to feel better salads dont do anything! so i know i have gone over my points today so off to the gym tommo to try and burn half of it off!!

hope that hasnt given me too much damage now as i would like a loss this week

exercise here we come!! :)

my new hair!!!!!!

what you alll think!! it was soo long over due they thinned soo much of it also yay!!!

well i dont know what happened friday as normally frieday i tend to go over my points and eat what i want then i,m good from saturday dont know why but always done it and this friday gone i was good!!!! i didnt want to eat stuff i stuck to my points i even ate fruit at work which i never do and drunk my 2 litres at work!! it must be a fluke that i did that see what happens next friday lol!!!

got my heart watch thing and busy trying to figure it all out doing my head in soo far doh!!

off to town tommo to get my mates pressies for her bday on tuesday and going out friday night for it!! havent been out in such a long time i,m scared lol what do i wear!!!

will try some bits on and see how i feel its a glitz and sparkles theme gulp!!!!

hope ur all ok enjoy ur weekend!

crazy crazy craziness!!!!!! weigh in results

lbs i lost this week!!!! how crazy is that i,m sooooo happy i,m now 14st 8 now!! only another 3.5lbs to go before i have lost what i gained be nice if i can do that next week but thats a lot of weight to lose in a short space of time!!!!!

i,m off to eat as i,m starving and to dance around coz i,m soo happy!!!!!

the dreaded weigh in later

well i,ve had a sneaky peak! and yesterday i was a lil frustrated coz it only said 14st 12 only a 2 lb loss but this morning i step on the scales and it said 14st 9.5 ekkk!!! i,m quite lucky my scales dont jump up and down like most if i know i,ve been naughty it will show and if i,ve been been it will either stay the same or show a tiny lil loss i have the gym later also so hopefully that will help!! so i could be looking at a 4.5lb loss fingers crossed for me girls!!!

well if any of you follow me on face book (feel free to add me icklefairie@yahoo.co.uk) you would have noticed i had a stressful day with erin! she woke up like she had been hit by mike tyson!! her eyes were soo swollen she had a rash all over her face , neck and body!! called for a telephone appointment and the doc was like 45 mins LATE!! but she said it sounded like a allergic reaction so she got me in to see a doc for 5pm and it turned out my lil angel has tonsilitus!! and the rash is just reaction erins body is having its very common!! well her face was getting worse so i half expect the doc to say chicken pox as the rash was starting to get heads on , bless her she still her hyper self and playful she just doesnt want to eat! so plenty of fluids for her i went out and brought mini milks but i wonder who will get there first lol

i,ve started collections loads of butterfly pics!!!! i love them, they are soo stunning and graceful :) so expect some to pop up on here lol right time for breakie me thinks

will let you guys know how i get on later!!!

still going strong guys.....

i went to the gym sunday burnt 1000 kcals yay plus a total of 10,000 approx steps

and today i burnt off 703 on the wii fit plus yay and i walked approx 14,ooo steps today!

busy busy girl!!! think its a brill idea to put the cal counter on there at least you know roughly how ur doing! but i think i can see my self getting addicted to it!! trying to reach certain numbers suppose thats the point saves me sitting on my bum not doing nothing lol

got aqua areobics tomo evenign with my mate claire :) prob do the wii wednesday evening with the gym again on thursday the dreaded weigh day!!!

i,ve ordered my self one of those heart monitor watches as they seem good and be interesting how much we burn etc from just like walking round town or aqua areobics (its water resistant to 50 m)

i need to get to goal this year!!!!!!! not gonna waste any more months!

my mates wedding is in 19 weigh in times!!!!!! gulp!!!! soooo dont want to be a huge bridesmaid manage to get 37lbs off so far (dam gain)

so if i lost a 1lb per week thats 19lbs that would make me 13st 8lbs
if i lost 1.5lbs per week thats 28.5lbs that will make me 12st 13.5lbs
if i lost 2lbs per week thats 38lbs which will make me 12st 3.5lbs

so gonna aim for 1.5lbs a week would love to be 12 something, think last time i was that i was a 16/18 better then a 26 !!!!

gonna do a count down now!! so my first aim is 1.5lbs this thursday !!!!

i did it i weighed in

was soo scared but i knew i had to do it other wise it would be more the following week!!!




so here it is....


.................................9.5lbs on!!!!! making me 15st 0lbs :(

oh well i enojyed xmas but i knew i went over the top and i made my self ill eating all that crap!!

but back on track and back at the gym :)

burned a whopping 1000 kcals today yay and had a sneaky peak and it said 14st 11 so thats 3 lbs gone another 6.5lbs to go! only 4 more days to go would like to get at least half of it off this week!! so loads of gym work for me!!!!

hope ur all well and all warm!

xx

hi everyone.....

...... hope u all had a lovely christmas and a very happy new year!!!!

i was a very busy bee my self also a busy bee with feeding my mouth :( woops i know i have a problem i,m known as a compulse binge eater!! i ate sooo much shit and crap and poo lol i ate like it was my last supper and i couldnt stop my self i dont know why!! but i,m on it again! day 2 and going strong and i feel soo much better for it my body is reacting better i have mor eenergy and my bathroom thing is etting better :)
i do hate having pcos my friend also went of the rails with what she ate she should be worse of then me but think she is only loking at a 1-2lbs gain i stepped on the scales yesterday and they said 15st 1 thats a 10.5lbs gain in 2 weeks!! how is that posilbe thats pcos for ya!!!!! but i was good yesterday and did a lil bit of exercise and stepped on the scales today and it said 14st 13 much better i wont clear that by thursday but hopefullymost of it will be gone!!!

i,m off to drink my water and put the tree down! i,ve already gone through the house and de cluttered took out 15 bags full of crap clothes, shoes, toys, boxes generally stuff i,ll never use!!! lol a winter clean!!!

speak soon!!!


xxx