oh my god!!!! 6th silver 7

cant believe it i manage to lose 4.5lbs this week making it a total of 45.5lbs!!!!!

i,ve only got 4.5lbs till my 50lbs i can almost taste it still aiming to get this done for xmas got 2 weeks to do it in!!!!

so this week i,ll be mostly doing exercise!!!! gonna drink plently of water! it will be hard as i,m out sat and sun so will need to work very very hard!!!!!

another week has gone by...

and 2 more pounds have gone with it!!!!

soo pleased! especially as it was totm and doing the new diet also didnt know how my body would take to it! :) :)

right targets i,m still on track for my 50lb by xmas got 5 weeks left and 10.5lbs to go! cant believe i,ve manage to lose 10 in 3 weeks so far!

also only 2.5lbs till my 3st

and only 7.5lbs till im in the onederlands soo excited!!!!!!!!

hope u all have a great week!!

its only 4pp!!!! very yummy!!!!!

and skips prawn cocktail flavour are only 2pp :)

i havent been doing too badly with pp i dont think anyway lol.

friday i only had 29 out of 32

saturday i had 32 out of 32 plus 5 of my wekkly extra

sunday had 31 our of 32

think it will take a me a good month to get use to what i can eat and not eat and what pp are what and how my body acts if i eat all of the weekly pts! many people are geting mixed feelings about this propoints thing some people are gaining some a losing big and some are losing lil!! so be interesting to see how i do!!! but i do have my aunt flow which sucks!! :(

woop woop weigh in

i was still on the original points!
i wasnt expecting anyting as i had such a great loss last week but i stepped on the scales and i lost 2lbs!!! sooooo pleased with that , thats 8lbs in 2 weeks and 37.5lbs in total!
we had our propoints meeting thursday and i was nervous about it all but it makes sense really, and actually looked forward to friday and working out how i was gonna do this.
well today is friday and i,m stuffed as a pig!!! and still got 3 pp left i cant eat any more i had:

i was naughty had no breakfast very busy

lunch: 2 ww bread, chicken slices, salad. 1 orange. a yoghurt. ww crisps all for 9pp

dinner: 150g pasta. salad. veg. 5 chicken dippers all for 9pp

evenin snacks: 2 jumbo snack a jacks. asda baked bar. 1 pink and white. 1 orange. dimebar.

3 remain!!

well lets see how the weekend goes

looks like ww has finally gone down

was expecting this!! just wish it hurrys up and update i,m eager to see the new site what what interesting things they have put in!!!

a bit too much info but i have finally gone for a number 2 after 3 longgggg days might have a sneaky peak tommo ad see if its helped at all as today it read 15st 1.3/4lbs see if i can dip into the 14's would be nice! would love to lose 2lbs this week but having such a big loss last week u tend not to do soo well the 2nd week!

my poor lil baby boy is buuunngggeeddd to the eyeballs he is snorting with every breathe :( so will speak to the health visitor tomo right off to bed i go!!!

night night all

1st weigh in woop

wow as u can tell by the lovely picture some how i manage to lose 6lbs this week. i,m soo please its a great start back into my weight loss journey!! just got to keep up with the drinking 2ltrs of water. i have now lost 35.5lbs and i got my silver 7 woop woop! before this loss i needed 20.5lbs to my 50lbs and now its only 14.5 and all i keep thinking is can i lose that by xmas or am i giving myself a too big of a challenge!!???? i have 7 weeks you know what i,m gonna go for it ! might help me to push my self the extra mile!
feeling really positive today just hope it keeps up!

new plan i,m looking forward to it!! just to see how its all gonna work out my leader said they have been doing this pro points for a year! wow and noone knew not even the leaders lol just got this image of a secret clan going to a hidden cave lol so obviously ww have researched this throughly and tested it so it has to work otherwise they wouldnt be doing this!

heres to another good productive week :)

oh dear had a sneaky peak!!

why god why do we do this we either get too excited or really depressed!!!!

well mine says a 5lb loss so far and still got 2 days to go! eekkkk and i know the scales read the same as ww ones i would love a 5lb loss in my first week kick start the weight loss nicely.

havent really done much this week got swimming tommo so cant wait for that
oh my phone has either died or the charger has so waiting for a new one to come in the post, i feel soo lost with out my phone i,m using a really old one at the mo lol its 5years old and very basic! doh

oh well off to bed for me night all

glad thats over with..

... well i knew it was a gain so i wasnt too bothered by the amount as i know i,m back on this journey and it will soon disaper (cant spell lol) so its a 13lb gain which aint bad as i gained 2-2.5st during pregnancy so i,m happy so i,m back to 15 st 7!!
i did have a sneaky peak this morning! dont judge we all do it lol and it said 14st 4.5

i,m busy watching x factor and thinking OMG!!! what the hell wagner get off the stage i mean who is voting for him lol

heellloooo i,m coming back guys!!!

cant believe how quick this year has gone!!!

pregannacy went ok ish lol had a few stays in hospitls as has severe headache!!! had to have a lumberpuncture done oouucchhhhh after the 12th attempt they got it in i could have done better my self and a mri scan and all results showed nothing so they put the headaches down to preg hormones

lil man was late he arrived 18th sept at 40weeks 4 days weighing at 9lbs 9oz all natural only had gas and air!! even though i begged for drugs i,m glad i got to experience it all the labour only lasted 5.5hrs and a hour of that was at home so it was rather quick compared to my 36 hrs ith erin
i,m joining weightwatchers this thursday so only 2 days to go i,m glad to be going back i gained 2 st during pregnancy but manage to lose it all in 10days of giving birth :) but i,ve put on a few pound i,m still a stone heavier from where i origionally was due to xmas but at least i,m not starting from my heaviest!!

hope ur all ok and hope u enjoy my blog :)

10 weeks today

where has the time gone!!!!!

feeling very sick these days i hate it and i,m hungry all the time :( i know its a good excuse to eat but from going to ww to being pregnant it throws you off completely!

well i was ment to see my midwife 3rd feb and was very upset when i got there she actually booked me in for the 3rd march!!! i be nearly 14 weeks by then i,ve ment to have seen the midwife twice and had my scan!! not impressed!!! manage to get a closer one for the 16th feb!!

going through weird feelings at the mo it still doesnt feel real and i still cant believe i manage to do it naturally considering i have pcos!!

my tummy has started to go hard and slightly showing on the top part of my tummy!!! i look further pregnant then what i am!!


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OH MY GOD!!!!! I,M PREGNANT!!!

half of you are already aware of this but after 2 years 2 months of trying for a child on sunday i found out i was pregnant!!!!! and the silly thing was i dont even know why i tested!!! i brought 25 preg test off ebay last week as i had hopsital appointment monday and they were gonna put me on clomid so i thought there is gonna be a lot of testing so i brought a bundle well after my intense workout at the gym went home and i thougt i test one just to make sure they were duds as i,ve never brought from this person before and u can imagine my frecking surprise when i saw 2 lines!!!! was soo shocked i did another one lol!!! yeah i,ve been tired and grumpy but i,m getting over xmas and the extra weight that i put on (which now makes sense why soo much ) all i kept thinking was how long would have i had gone before i would had tested to make sure coz the hospital said i had to wait for a natural period to arrive before i can take the clomid!! i would have been waiting a long long time!!
the funny thing i really shouldnt be pregnant because i had my hycosy exam 16th dec and the preg calender said i concieved the 14th dec which ment i was a naughty girl lol they said ur not allowed to have sex for 2 weeks before the exam and me and my partner did it was an accident honest! lol so if we did what the rules told us to do i wouldnt be pregnant!! i worked out sunday i was already 8 weeks pregnant as i was only 4 weeks late( god knows how the calender works it out) but the doc said i was also so i,m 8 weeks 4 days now!! got my first midwife appointment wednesday so glad i got it soo quick as they tend to see you about 8 weeks and normally there is a 3 week wait! so nervous but excited!!!!

so this blog will be a weight maintaining and preg journey till the lil is born so i can go back to ww!!!!!!!

hope ur all ok!!! i,m not constantly feel sick!! touch wood no actual sickness


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hey gang!!

well i stayed the same this week was a lil gutted but half expecting it as i had a fab loss last week and my leader said i did really well to maintain my loss with such a big loss coz most people tend to put on, our bodys doo strange things when we try and lose weight!!

went out last night and drank and drank came home had a cheese sandwich (oh dear) slept 12'shrs and still felt like poo lol i stepped on the scales to see the damage but it hadnt moved i stayed the same but why is it when we feel like poo we need crap to feel better salads dont do anything! so i know i have gone over my points today so off to the gym tommo to try and burn half of it off!!

hope that hasnt given me too much damage now as i would like a loss this week

exercise here we come!! :)

my new hair!!!!!!

what you alll think!! it was soo long over due they thinned soo much of it also yay!!!

well i dont know what happened friday as normally frieday i tend to go over my points and eat what i want then i,m good from saturday dont know why but always done it and this friday gone i was good!!!! i didnt want to eat stuff i stuck to my points i even ate fruit at work which i never do and drunk my 2 litres at work!! it must be a fluke that i did that see what happens next friday lol!!!

got my heart watch thing and busy trying to figure it all out doing my head in soo far doh!!

off to town tommo to get my mates pressies for her bday on tuesday and going out friday night for it!! havent been out in such a long time i,m scared lol what do i wear!!!

will try some bits on and see how i feel its a glitz and sparkles theme gulp!!!!

hope ur all ok enjoy ur weekend!

crazy crazy craziness!!!!!! weigh in results

lbs i lost this week!!!! how crazy is that i,m sooooo happy i,m now 14st 8 now!! only another 3.5lbs to go before i have lost what i gained be nice if i can do that next week but thats a lot of weight to lose in a short space of time!!!!!

i,m off to eat as i,m starving and to dance around coz i,m soo happy!!!!!

the dreaded weigh in later

well i,ve had a sneaky peak! and yesterday i was a lil frustrated coz it only said 14st 12 only a 2 lb loss but this morning i step on the scales and it said 14st 9.5 ekkk!!! i,m quite lucky my scales dont jump up and down like most if i know i,ve been naughty it will show and if i,ve been been it will either stay the same or show a tiny lil loss i have the gym later also so hopefully that will help!! so i could be looking at a 4.5lb loss fingers crossed for me girls!!!

well if any of you follow me on face book (feel free to add me icklefairie@yahoo.co.uk) you would have noticed i had a stressful day with erin! she woke up like she had been hit by mike tyson!! her eyes were soo swollen she had a rash all over her face , neck and body!! called for a telephone appointment and the doc was like 45 mins LATE!! but she said it sounded like a allergic reaction so she got me in to see a doc for 5pm and it turned out my lil angel has tonsilitus!! and the rash is just reaction erins body is having its very common!! well her face was getting worse so i half expect the doc to say chicken pox as the rash was starting to get heads on , bless her she still her hyper self and playful she just doesnt want to eat! so plenty of fluids for her i went out and brought mini milks but i wonder who will get there first lol

i,ve started collections loads of butterfly pics!!!! i love them, they are soo stunning and graceful :) so expect some to pop up on here lol right time for breakie me thinks

will let you guys know how i get on later!!!

still going strong guys.....

i went to the gym sunday burnt 1000 kcals yay plus a total of 10,000 approx steps

and today i burnt off 703 on the wii fit plus yay and i walked approx 14,ooo steps today!

busy busy girl!!! think its a brill idea to put the cal counter on there at least you know roughly how ur doing! but i think i can see my self getting addicted to it!! trying to reach certain numbers suppose thats the point saves me sitting on my bum not doing nothing lol

got aqua areobics tomo evenign with my mate claire :) prob do the wii wednesday evening with the gym again on thursday the dreaded weigh day!!!

i,ve ordered my self one of those heart monitor watches as they seem good and be interesting how much we burn etc from just like walking round town or aqua areobics (its water resistant to 50 m)

i need to get to goal this year!!!!!!! not gonna waste any more months!

my mates wedding is in 19 weigh in times!!!!!! gulp!!!! soooo dont want to be a huge bridesmaid manage to get 37lbs off so far (dam gain)

so if i lost a 1lb per week thats 19lbs that would make me 13st 8lbs
if i lost 1.5lbs per week thats 28.5lbs that will make me 12st 13.5lbs
if i lost 2lbs per week thats 38lbs which will make me 12st 3.5lbs

so gonna aim for 1.5lbs a week would love to be 12 something, think last time i was that i was a 16/18 better then a 26 !!!!

gonna do a count down now!! so my first aim is 1.5lbs this thursday !!!!

i did it i weighed in

was soo scared but i knew i had to do it other wise it would be more the following week!!!




so here it is....


.................................9.5lbs on!!!!! making me 15st 0lbs :(

oh well i enojyed xmas but i knew i went over the top and i made my self ill eating all that crap!!

but back on track and back at the gym :)

burned a whopping 1000 kcals today yay and had a sneaky peak and it said 14st 11 so thats 3 lbs gone another 6.5lbs to go! only 4 more days to go would like to get at least half of it off this week!! so loads of gym work for me!!!!

hope ur all well and all warm!

xx

hi everyone.....

...... hope u all had a lovely christmas and a very happy new year!!!!

i was a very busy bee my self also a busy bee with feeding my mouth :( woops i know i have a problem i,m known as a compulse binge eater!! i ate sooo much shit and crap and poo lol i ate like it was my last supper and i couldnt stop my self i dont know why!! but i,m on it again! day 2 and going strong and i feel soo much better for it my body is reacting better i have mor eenergy and my bathroom thing is etting better :)
i do hate having pcos my friend also went of the rails with what she ate she should be worse of then me but think she is only loking at a 1-2lbs gain i stepped on the scales yesterday and they said 15st 1 thats a 10.5lbs gain in 2 weeks!! how is that posilbe thats pcos for ya!!!!! but i was good yesterday and did a lil bit of exercise and stepped on the scales today and it said 14st 13 much better i wont clear that by thursday but hopefullymost of it will be gone!!!

i,m off to drink my water and put the tree down! i,ve already gone through the house and de cluttered took out 15 bags full of crap clothes, shoes, toys, boxes generally stuff i,ll never use!!! lol a winter clean!!!

speak soon!!!


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